ain't life beautiful?
I still can’t believe the fact that I had done my English quiz and mid perfectly and, just as well, destroyed the final. That’s, um.. idiot.
And what the crappy hell happened to this city? Why have I been unstoppably sweating these recent few days? Was it my period? Was it the working-too-hard sun? Was it the atmosphere of finals which has been around me too much this week? Was it my three assignments that have to be done by Monday – no fucking matter what? Was it the lessened time I could provide to be spent with him? Was it the depressed feeling of ‘I have been leaving my friends long enough while they’ve worked Goddamn-ly hard for the Jun 18th exhibition’? Was it my extremely decreased grades for most of the subjects this semester? Was it my fault? Was everything I’ve done wrong? Was I spending too much time doing unimportant things? Was I completely turning myself into an imbecile all this time?
To hell with that, anyway,
Here are the list of things I’ve prepared to do in this 3 months semester break:
Buy (and have it all read by the end of the break) new books. Which practically means, I’ve got to catch up the readings of these books: Mishima, After the Banquet, The Great Fire, The Sailor Who Fell…, A Hatful of Pain, and last but obviously not the least, The Crazed. Wow, okay. Sounds too impossible. But hey, it’s three months break we’re talking about
June 10-17’s Siliwangi’s Re-Mural Project by KMSR
New layout for this journal
My brother’s band’s myspace’s layout
Craft project with Diani, Giffa, and, I’m not sure, Tadya?And these are things I’ve been craving lately:
Dufan
Beach
Cinemas
private ‘nonstop DVD parade’ for approximately a weekAnd, oh my lovely God, I hate to face the fact that I have to be in Bontang for some period of the break. Great God praised above, I’d turn into nothing else but a jobless bitch there.
- synta @ 2007-05-25 / 7:39 p.m.
STOP BUGGING ME AROUND
”Benetton’s B. Clean” is on the top of my shopping list for this month for I’d deeply miss breathing its scent in the next whole month.
In fact, I’m missing it already.
I fell in love with watercolor, hugest thanks for her, though I haven’t been able to do it as good as her yet, but I will! I will! I will! Haha. But I currently lose my appetite to work on my college assignments in general. I’m such a whore for good mood. I’m such a bad bad whore.
The world has been less bitchy nowadays. It’s kinda surprising, knowing that I can still feel my steps going lightly. The reading of Mishima’s biography hasn’t gone anywhere but the middle, the writing of my new plain paper A4 journal has also stopped on the first pages (and by saying ‘firsts’, I mean around the second or third page), so everything I’m on are obviously in the discouraging level. Oh, I need refreshment; I’m so bored I’m nearly dead.
I whine a lot that I think my first orgasm would sound more like a whine than moan. Oh well… Not that I’d experience it in sometime around, though.
I’m few days late.
- synta @ 2007-05-22 / 7:21 a.m.
get behind and run as fast as how lightning goes
I’ve been totally fully-occupied by assignments for the whole long weekend. So, it practically wasn't even a weekend for me. Haha. Not that I’m blaming those ‘almighties’ there, though. I am truly aware of my own stupidity and laziness. So, forgive me, God, for I might have been unwisely neglecting Your gift.
Anyway,
Tomorrow’s the first day of finals; means that there’s only one week left for being able to chattily laugh off the gossips with my bests. In the next few weeks, I’d have to go upstair and/or down and maybe a bit farther to the north to get happily spending hours with the lovely companionship. For dear fuck’s sake, I couldn’t imagine it.
And,
I want to be a show-off bitch. Just wait.
- synta @ 2007-05-20 / 3:27 p.m.
