so i can be your love, be your soul everytime
I can’t believe a girl could ever consider losing both her boyfriend and her best friend for the sake of her own happiness. SERIOUSLY.
- synta @ 2008-03-31 / 8:56 p.m.
*at wits end* (yes, too many yahoo messenger, that is)
I’m literally out of rupiahs—both on my cellphones and in my wallet. The only sheets left for this month would only be enough for three times parking fee. I’d be starving until Monday, for sure.
When you know you’re working in the wrong company/organization—and you absolutely know that it is wrong because you cannot communicate with any people there with any human’s language—what will you do?
a) resigning yourself
b) spend the rest of your time (while you’re away from them) swearing
c) get them out of your way (‘kill’ sounds more suitable)
d) bitching around them, singing ~ichi ni san, ichi ni san..~
Okay, you might not understand the point of the last option, but I guess I’ve put it quite straight and clear there—I’m soooooooooooo close to get passed the borderline of my sanity.
- synta @ 2008-03-30 / 1:26 a.m.
does it really come as a surprise when i tell you i don't feel good?
It’s just right. Right when I started to think about giving this journal up…
Today’s class wasn’t even close to be mean. My lecturer even mentioned my assignment in front of the class, saying that it was worth being an example. I really think it was the most meaningful moment I’ve ever had since the day I stepped into my depressing campus. It was, it really was. :-)
I had lunch with him in the most awful (they say…) but also happen to be the nearest public canteen from both our departments’ buildings. It was so crowded and totally uncomfortable this noon. It felt as if the air wasn’t moving anywhere and it made proper breathing the most difficult thing to accomplish. Also, 20 minutes after I ordered avocado juice, the waiter didn’t even show up while his plate had already been emptied. It was… aaargh! He tried to make it up for me, though (honey, it wasn’t even your fault), so en route back to campus, I decided to make a quick stop to a small ice cream booth… which is, amazingly, closed.
And they said it was bad being someone with extreme moodswing. Yeah right, who’re you kidding?
I got my cone of tiramisu and cheesecake (with a hint of duren on top, blah), though… And then I forced myself to go home early just to know how it feels like to be a true short-commuter (home-campus-home). Wasn’t really that pleasing, I don’t think I should opt on being that in the future (starting tomorrow). Okay, except for the long list of infotainment I would no longer miss. Thee-hee.
So now here I am.
I’m already full for an early dinner I’ve finished about two hours ago and now I’m gonna have to force myself (again) to finish my AutoCAD assignment. I suddenly got this urge to start reading again. I still have a tall stack of books that I haven’t even read the tenth chapter. As pathetic as it sounds…
Or maybe it’s time for a new layout?
Anyway, in case I lose my appetite for another update this week, These R Fake!! is going to be on Oz Radio next Tuesday (March 25) on… 7 p.m.
I don’t know the number of the frequency, so you might need to google it up—before Tuesday, I hope.
- synta @ 2008-03-17 / 8:04 p.m.
too true to be good
These R Fake!! just passed its the very first show on Ardan Radio.
Oh my God, my head’s killing me.
- synta @ 2008-03-16 / 7:00 p.m.
