much too young to be in love

Copeland’s “I’m A Sucker for A Kind Word” + 00:02 + an offline and…

Anyway, since I had never posted any song’s full lyrics here, I want the world to know that this song caught my sensitive spot in its own way.

In other lives
In a bulletproof suit with some friends of mine
I wrote the plotline
Only I knew who survived
And through the night
In a really fast car on an uphill climb
Blew past a danger sign
And fell through darkness, sublime
But awoke just in time

They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
But not for the last time

In younger days
I do my schoolwork while the neighbors play
But stare into space
With no feeling to convey
With no look on my face
In younger days
I’m stealing bases while my mother prays
And dreading to wake
Longing for one more play

They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
They’re gonna come to light tonight
But not for the last time

I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at
I think, I think that it’s me

Didn’t I tell you that I could hear you running out?
Didn’t I find you when I knew you were hiding out?
Didn’t I see you when you thought you’d never stand out?
Didn’t I find you? Didn’t I find you?

I don’t know what everyone was looking at
I don’t care what everyone was laughing at
I don’t know what everyone was staring at (they’re gonna come to light tonight)
I think, I think that it’s me

Didn’t I see you when you thought you’d never stand out? (I think, I think that it’s me)
Didn’t I find you? (They’re gonna come to light tonight)
I think, I think that it’s me


It’s Copeland’s “When You Thought You’d Never Stand Out”, fyi. And if you were so jobless that you stalked on my Facebook (hah, who am I kidding?), you’d notice how Copeland had become such a daily obsession for me lately. Dessy, when will those Copelands of yours be mine, too?

I surprisingly love the first day of my current period. I know it’s rather disgusting to discuss, but this is the first time since I was in 4th grade (when I had my first period) I mentioned this fact. It’s even unbelievable to me. But, to put it in a way, everything was turned upside-down and inside-out and it wasn’t even close to be ugly. Apart from the fact that…

Oh well, a little craziness last night.







Yes, I finally started working on those holiday assignments. Still worry about whether I’d be able to catch it up on time, though. Zzz…

Things I want to do today:

  • Updating, re-arranging, basically bringing back to the world… my iTunes Library
  • Get my room to be a little more live-able
  • …of course after I finished those renderings and technical drawing thingies

    Yeah yeah… So much for a 2-weeks holiday.

    - synta @ 2008-12-26 / 8:48 a.m.

  • and i'll be ripping out the floorboards

    Ahh it’s been such awhile (don’t know how many times I had re-typed this same sentence, pardon me for that).

    My so-called holiday had started last Monday at about 10:05 a.m. hopefully, until January 5, 2009. But I knew it won’t last that long. I just knew.

    For a one-day-late celebration to this long-waited holiday, I went for a shopping round with Kak Pepi yesterday. Ended up with a gossip session at Kak Pepi’s room and a big crave for these…


    this Screamous mini skirt


    a one-colored round-toe wedges

    And my mom and bro are going to Singapore tomorrow. Yes, just the two of them. No, I won’t come along with them though of fuckin course I really really really really really wanted to. Blame my studio project, blame 3DSMax, blame every unfinished business I have left.

    I absolutely love fashion blogs owned by girls without skinny bodies. They’re comforting. Hahahah.

    Anyway, this is a tagged post I wrote on Facebook Notes. It’s in Bahasa and I put it here because…

    1. ibu saya yakin skill saya yang paling mengagumkan adalah bisa tiba-tiba tertidur biarpun lagi ngobrol, tapi saya tidak merasa itu skill. saya merasa itu berkah.
    2. saya selalu bangga setiap kali bisa 100% mengalahkan rasa malas, karena itu sangat jarang terjadi.
    3. saya juga bangga setiap bisa 100% menyelesaikan sesuatu, karena itu juga sangat jarang terjadi
    4. yakin bahwa cewek lebih potensial terlihat oke daripada cowok, karena jarang naksir cowok ganteng tapi sering ‘naksir’ cewek biarpun nggak cantik
    5. orang-orang bilang saya galak
    6. tadinya nggak merasa orang yang cuek biarpun banyak yang bilang, tapi akhir-akhir ini sadar bahwa kecuekan gw udah tingkat tinggi. relatif cocok dibilang autis.
    7. suka membaca tapi jarang bisa menghabiskan satu buku dalam rentang waktu normal. bahkan akhir-akhir ini jarang bisa menghabiskan satu buku. makanya nggak suka pinjem buku di perpustakaan.
    8. suka menulis tapi tidak suka puisi. think of it as a huge bowl of exaggerations.
    9. pernah pacaran sama anak sulung, anak tengah, anak bungsu, bahkan anak tunggal.
    10. drama queen
    11. saya terobsesi sama berat badan. hahahaha. as shallow as those everywhere girls.
    12. sedang sangat kangen berambut panjang
    13. paling sebel dibilang sombong, tapi memang suka males menjaga hubungan baik dengan teman lama. maaf ya.. :-(
    14. bukan family person
    15. sepertinya saya sangat menikmati diperlakukan seperti anak kecil
    16. saya tidak suka nasi dan sangat suka ngemil. nyam nyam nyam nyam

    Hmm hmmmm hmm. :-)

    - synta @ 2008-12-24 / 9:22 a.m.

    white tanktop on I<3U pjpants * menthols, soon * Kyoto Jazz Massive feat. Chris Frank & Guida De Palma - Shine * better hit the bed soon

    she is :
    dyah shinta/synta/sinta * twentyone/female * six piercings * surviving industrial (product) design at ITB, bandung, indonesia * working here, bitching around

    craving for :
    good music, movies, books * sex & the city * silver & blue * dancey tunes * fashion (to be watched, not always being followed) * cool girls * skinny body on superfine legs * BMI 15 * online journals * bvlgari black * dark chocolates * mngjeans ('cause it's the only jeans that compliment her figure, by far) * self-upgrading

    heartbeat plays :
    cafe del mar compilations * daft punk * bloc party * tika * tori amos, absolutely * garbage * portishead * the killers * the maquiladoras * hooverphonic * the ting tings

    reach by :
    nastysaint@gmail.com
    syncos@hotmail.com
    dyahshinta
    one two three four five me? designer-in-progress, of course.

    waved-goodbye to :
    2005 > "Sept-Oct" "Nov" "Dec"
    2006 > "Jan" "Feb" "Mar" "Apr" "May" "Jun" "Jul" "Aug" "Sept" "Oct" "Nov" "Dec"
    2007 > "Jan" "Feb" "Mar" "Apr" "May" "Jun" "Jul" "Aug" "Sept" "Oct" "Nov"
    2008 > "Feb"
    "Mar" "Apr" "May" "Jun" "Jul" "Aug" "Sep" "Oct" "Nov" "Dec"
    2009 > "Jan" "Feb" "Mar" "Apr" "May" "Jun" "Jul" "Aug"

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